your eyes, your look, your lips, your gait, your smile, your everything


the 'Bitch

♥ Chinese; Malaysian; Asian
♥ Going on 16 ; December
♥ My life is just like yours, def not fucked up.
♥ Loud and fussy 24/7. Ain't no your sweety pie girl.
♥ I love watching football. One of the things that can really make me smile.
Pizzeria, the fav' place. Sushi, the best damn food.
♥ I know where Im heading to in my life. I want to succeed.
♥ I am notorious for swearing & I actually give a damn on what you think of me.

After all, 'name is Marilyn & you will love me . Kthanksbye :)
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Reminisce - Wednesday, December 9, 2009 5:07:00 PM

You steal my heart, and you take my breath away

Hello hello, darlings :D
Nothing much has happened lately. Well, there are some. Just those petty one.
Ima summarize it :)


1. Mum said, FUCK.

Lmao. I was surprised, really.
I was watching a movie, Panic Room on AXN with my family, excluding my elder sis.
So this woman in the movie ran to in front of CCTV, and mouthed " Fuck you ".

My mum was like, " Oh she said Fuck you!"
My sis and I looked at each other and LOL'd.

Admittedly, my mum is pretty cool, sometimes.

2. Restaurant City is a lame-o.


Mind you, I don't have a goddamn Facebook account. And I would not allow myself to get my arse on this lame game, unless I am drunk or my mind is corrupted.

Sigh. My lil sis complained to me how pity is she having such a tiny virtual restaurant and bla bla bla. I couldn't stand her ranting and promised to help her to open an extra tab everytime I am online for this childish game so that her business can continue running.

I've helped her to play this game for two freaking days. I know, I am being a really awesome sister, thank you thank you :D

3. Birthday in 2 days!

Today is Wednesday. Tomorrow is Thursday. And the days after tomorrow is Friday, aka my birthday :D

4. I am not getting a MU kit.

I know. Surprise surprise.
Well, you know how much I am attached to the iPod Nano? But it is effing expensive.
I've decided to get an iPod Nano from my parents instead of getting MU kit from my mum & a cheapey-cheap Sony mp3.

And, I think they are gonna create a new design for MU kit by next season, with the new sponsor's name printed on it. When you dream, you are supposed to dream big :D So, next year, I am still going to get a MU kit, the latest one teehee.

I am crossing my fingers, hoping that daddy will buy me an iPod Nano. Mum doesn't have any problems with that though :D So, its all depends on Dad.

5. I just canceled the outing with friends for my birthday.

Can't blame me.
Ml has to work on the weekends. Yoon has transport problem. Sha's dad doesn't really let her go to Sunway.

And, I hate to go out during weekdays ( weird tendency, I know ), so yeah.

6. I talked to my grandma this morning!

Fyi, I am not really close with my grandma, aka Daddy's mum.
But, she called us this morning. And unfortunately, I was the one who ran frantically to pick up that damn phone.

She told me, she was bored and wanted to find someone to chat. So, I chatted with her for almost half hour.
I was hmm-ahh-ohh-huh-mhmm-eh-ing all the way.

And, nature was calling when I was speaking to her. After she finally ended the conversation, I ran to the washroom at top speed.

I know, I surely deserved " The Best Granddaughter " award, thankyou thankyou :D


I think, thats all. And I know I babbled a lot in this post. I have to use the babbling ability that God gifted me wisely right? Teehee.

PS: iPod Nano is fucking awesome.

Love, Marilyn.

One-nighter - Monday, December 7, 2009 5:31:00 PM

Oh dear, save me from the boredom. Its fricking killing me.

Even the net is boring me now.
I have finished reading the story that Mich sent me. Its certainly mind blowing.

A girl made a mistake by having one night stand with the biggest dickhead of their school and she was trying her utmost to keep this dirty little secret away from her bf. The guy couldn't help but found himself falling for the girl.
Of course, this kind of fairytale-like love story doesn't really exist in real life.

I can't wait to read more and get to the ending :D

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I wonder whats wrong with dad to spend a fortune for our dinners these days.

Went to TGIF to have dinner on Friday. I felt bloated.
Went to Pho-bla-bla ( I forgot its name ) last night for dinner. Its a Vietnamese restaurant and I have to admit, the foods there were pretty darn good.

Two nights, and costed us over RM300. I was like, what the fuck?!

Passed by Apple Store at Tropicana City last night.
I found my baby o:



I'd never noticed how amazing the new iPod Nano with vid camero until I laid my eyes on them last night.
All the colours are striking and the design is sleek, smooth and stylish. Damnit, gimme one of them.

It costs around RM599. And I don't think Dad would buy it for me D:
Dream on, girl.
But I might as well withhold the idea of getting the Sony MP3.
If you yearn for something (materialistically ) , you should aim for the best right? :D tsktsk.

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4 more stinking days! :D
I have a feeling that my birthday is not going to be as awesome as I wish.


I didn't realized that I've been using the retarded nickname " Mariky " in the past few months. Jeesh. It sound so gay and weird and odd to me now. Moreover, I came up with that name because of someone, I hated. Pfft.
Now, I prefer my own name.

Love, Marilyn.

chocolate martinis - Thursday, December 3, 2009 11:39:00 PM

 Might like you better, if we slept together

Oh, after few hours of skins hunting and half hour of skin editing, tadaa, new skin! :D

 'Have been sleeping a lot these days. I don't know why. Probably, hormones. Whatever. Period sucks.
Do I sound emo? o.e

Well, its night time. I can't seem to get my brain functions well at night nowadays.
I can't really stay up late now. I get fatigue easily.
I used to sleep for only 3 or 4 hours per day few months ago. And I thought I was born nocturnal. How sad. Kinda miss the good ol' days :D

Oh, mum asked me about MU jersey this morning ! :D

Mum: Did you go into the shop yesterday?
Me: What shop? For what? ( I just woke up, fyi )
Mum: Thaaat shop. For your fav tee.
Me: Oh. -starts ranting-

Eheheh. She still remembers! Hallelujah, phew.

And, I browsed through Sony website few days ago. To search for some suitable MP3.
I might get this from my dad.


It is like so effing cheap man. Only, RM299.  This is like the cheapest among all.
4GB memory and bla bla bla. I bet the screen is like so fricking tiny. I aint gonna save any vids in it anyway so yeah.

Well, jsyk, my final results suck to the max and I am not thaaaaat thick-faced to ask for expensive stuff from my dad for my birthday since I am already getting MU jersey from my mum.

Hopefully he will get me, at least, this RM299 mp3 -crosses fingers-
Otherwise, I am going to commit suicide. Lmao kidding.

I don't mind if he doesn't get me this mp3. I don't really deserve it anyway.
I am pretty surprised that I am getting MU jersey from mum.
I mean, c'mon, take a look at my results. I wish the earth could just swallow me down D:

So yeah. I know the repeating of the word " MU jersey " is kinda bugging you guys :D

Oh oh oh, 8 days to my birthday ! Hyperventilating babe.

I don't think I am going to get any pressies on that day though. Since MU jersey is still out of stock, and Daddy is so busy working so he doesn't have time to go shopping, and I am celebrating my birthday with friends on either 10th or 12th.

So yeah :)

Love, Mariky.

Engagement - Wednesday, December 2, 2009 6:14:00 PM

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away


Hello humans. I know I haven't been updating my blog for a pretty long period. Well, actually, 2 days :D

Fyi, my daddy was back from Osaka, Japan !
I was anticipating for the souvenirs -drools-
We texted daddy to list down what we wanted. I know, I sound like a spoilt brat.

He bought me, this.

 And, this.

And, this.



Oh, and this :D


They are Hello Kitty(s) ! -squeals-
And Cookie Monster ( I thought its Elmo lmfao ) ;D I am not really a huge fan of it though. I prefer, teletubbies :) 

And since his journey was in a rush and he didn't have much time to buy souvenirs after all the sight-seeings, he bought back like hell lots of CHOCOLATES.
I mean, really.a.lot. My whole fridge is stuffed with all the foodies and chocolates.
Time to gain weight, people.

I don't really have much spaces to sleep, on my bed right now though.


This is how my bed looks like.
And mind you, I sleep with my sis so I have to squeeze like a hamster every night.
And I know my mattress is childish, not.
( I didn't take this pic though o_o Maybe my sis took my phone and captured this scene now )

Finally, after thousand centuries of waiting, I watched New Moon, with Reg, Rach, Nat and Thiba.

Walked to Reg's house since my house is just a stone's throw away from hers. And omg wtf, there was a doggie following me and sniffing(!) my legs all the way from my house to Reg's house. Probably thousand miles. Lmao, kidding.


New Moon was fine :D Not as boring as what I heard from my sis.

When I was reading New Moon, I thought Jacob as an irritating annoying thick-faced guy.
But after I watched this movie, omg, um, I am officially engaged to him :D

Edward's body is disgusting. He looks like a psycho, ew.

Lol. And before Jacob turned into a werewolf, he still has the long hair.
And everytiime this long hair dude came out, Rach and I burst out laughing. He just looks so funnay :'D

Well, basically, Rach and I were laughing and screaming all the way throughout the whole movie.
Theres a guy who sat behind us, he SHH-ed at us. I was like, wtf.

Went to Forever 21 and Kitschen to try out clothes, for the sake of fun :D
Thiba bought a dress though. RM119 ! D:

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I went to Al-Ikhsan just now, to check whether the female version of MU kit arrives yet or not.

This worker ( I doubt that he knows how to speak English ) replied me.

Oh, I...don't know. Maybe......January.

I shouted out, " HUH?! " Everyone was staring at me -.-
But in my heart, " Go fuck yourself, thanks :) "

January. Great.
2 weeks ago, another worker told me it will arrive in 2 weeks.
Now, its January.
Maybe 2 weeks later, another useless worker will tell me, " Oh I think its out of stock, forever "


I will never get this awesome jersey then D:

Well, kinda had a blast today though :D

p/s: Too bad Mich didn't want to go ! D:

Love, Mariky.

Sour cream pretzel - Sunday, November 29, 2009 2:03:00 PM

Aiyo, i 4got wat i wan 2 say liao la.
lyk ntg 2 blog nia. feel so no mood le.
no1 on9 oso. ntg to 2 oso. how le.

Zomg lmao. I feel like a sheer noob typing like that.

You should be in the convo between me, Rach and Mich last night if you need to laugh your ass off.

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LMFAO.

Sometimes, refuse to say or use the word " fuck" no metter in what situation doesn't seem to make you a better person, imo.
Instead, you look like a fake goody-goody :)

p/s: Dad is coming back today! :D

Love, Mariky.

xoxo - Thursday, November 26, 2009 6:01:00 PM

Damnit. The holidays is becoming more and more tedious.

I promised myself to do some revisions on F4 syllabus since my final exam results disappointed me so much that I could just bang myself towards the wall and have a enormous fugly scar on my forehead.

And yet, I hvn't even touched a single book. Well, except for those old story books which I didn't even know whether I've read them or not.

Well, since I have nothing to type about, lemme tell you my holidays daily routine. Boredom alert.

  • Sleep for 9 hours and wake up not earlier than 10am
  • Breakfast and shower
  • Pottering around my room, doing nothing.
  • Lunch
  • Online for not less than 3 hours
  • Dinner
  • TV
  • Hit the bed
Gawd. How dull my meaningless holidays could be?

I am forever counting for November to come to an end and get December on the track.

In December...
I am going to start getting serious on noticing that holidays are going to end so that I can at least, study a bit.
I can finally get a MU jersey, which is the thing that I've craved since god knows when.
I am going to celebrate my birthday. Even though I hated the idea of getting older and older year by year, but still, birthday is the most thrilling event throughout the year.
I can finally step into an airplane. Even though that deep down in my heart, I don't feel like having a trip to Taiwan. But whatever.

Blah. I am boring you and also myself.

Oh greeeeeeat. New Moon is out, today. I am stuck in my house, facing this idiotic screen and my mind is swirling around to get some ideas of what I am going to do to thrift away my precious time and saving myself from dying of boredom.

But I don't really give a damn though. Its a good thing to not watching New Moon on the first day though. You won't have to meet a group of crazy fans squealing at Jacob's bloody hot body and Edward's not-so-handsome look and his creepy glittering skin.

You know what people say about Edward's skin when he is under the sun?

If you want your boyfriend to be like Edward, just pour glittering powder on his skin.
p/s: Nate is fucking hot man. Better than Ed, at least.
p/ss: And I am so addicting in saying XOXO, Gossip Girl.
p/sss: I think I need a new blogskin.
p/ssss: I need to stop sending international texts. Its so bloody freaking expensive. Well, 20sens.

Love, Mariky.

Swallow down your confidence - Wednesday, November 25, 2009 4:14:00 PM

"Shut up, The world won't end in 2012!"

My darlings, why are you being so cocksure?

I am not sure if you are one of the fans of this group in the world wide well know social network site, Facebook. But one thing I don't understand about it is, how can you being so assertive about it?
You are certainly, not an expert in this aspect.

I guess the reason why people don't give a shit in the 2012 theory is because of the Y2K problem. It came and went. Nothing happened.
And this time, most of the people claim that Mayans just got lazy and decided to stop making the calendar. How lame, right?

You are not a scientist too. So you don't have any clues about when the sun explosion will occur.
Ok, maybe its not the sun explosion which leads us to the end of the world.

Shipping warning as iceberg packs float towards NZ



Maybe I am the only one who concern about all the bitter incidents above. But I am definitely not being pessimistic. Still, I admit that I am a coward and I am afraid of the thought of being dead. As I said earlier, I ain't gonna die a virgin lmfao.
Some people just seem to be over-confident and too optimistic.
When the real disaster strikes out of a sudden without any warning, thats the only moment for them to regret on their cockiness.

I shall stop babbling on this topic. Perhaps most of my friends are fans of this BS group :3

I am acting like a real biatch these day o.e
I am being sarcastic like 24/7.
Pfft. And I once dreamed to be like a sweety pie girl, like the girl next door.
But now, Im acting like the bitch down the street. How sad pfft D:

p/s: Dad is going to Osaka tonight! 'am going to ask him to get me Hello Kitty soft toy & chocolate :D
p/ss: I wonder if I intimated anyone with my rantings :3

Love, Mariky.

Adrenaline - Tuesday, November 24, 2009 3:54:00 PM






The postman was so cruel.
He didn't even let me finish my lunch, peacefully.

Well, quote Rach.

I won't type it out. So if you bother, strain ur eyes to see them. I know, my results sucks.
Aha. Do you seriously think that I am going to type out my worst result ever?
Mum didn't say anything though. But she gave me this sarcastic What-to-do and I-knew-it expression. Pft.
But I am not sure if dad will tolerate it though :3 He probably will just slaughter me cause of my addmaths' mark. Great.

I feel ashamed of my English mark though. I defo don't deserve such a high mark.
Oh well, for the first time in the year, B for my chinese.

Quote Rach :
Such a terrible disappointment that I got an EFFIN B for Chinese, the language I speak everyday. I keep waking up and reminding myself last night that I got an effin B for Chinese.
No biggie actually. The Bs I've got in this year, probably more than the vulgar words I've said in the past few weeks. ( Sorry for the lame metaphor )

Daddy is going to Osaka tomorrow :D Woohoo.
Mum was complaining because she has to help my dad to pack his luggage even though she is not going with him. Lmao.

p/s: Seems like EVERYONE took pictures of their mails lmfao.
p/ss: Piano class soon, jeesh.


Love, Mariky.